its the last day of march. 2:17pm and all i've had to eat is 4 peanut m&ms, gas station coffee, two newports, and my fucking drained cart. all of which were consumed at like 9:30am. i've been back home since about 10:45am after I spent the night at my friends house. all of my friends and i were hanging out to celebrate some of our friends return home from spain. this was a school planned "language immersion" trip for students in 11th or 12th grade who are taking spanish. and although i am a student in the 11th grade and taking spanish, i was not allowed to go on the spanish trip because i had missed like 30 something % of my classes in the fall semester. fair. i think they also were probably gonna kms or something if i went there since i'm like gone from home or some shit. like bruh if i'm gonna kms i am going to do it spain and NOT baltimore. just kidding i luv baltimore.
2:28pm now i'm lowk hungry asf and i gotta take a piss. i'm not tryna get out of bed though. my mom comes home around like 4:30pm/5:30pm. somewhere in between there. before she comes home i should eat a little, get a little more fried, take a bath. what a vibe. baths have always been such a relaxing and easy thing to do when i'm feeling stressed/overwhelmed. sometimes i tend to stay in there way too long and rot in the tub. longest i've been in there before was like almost 5 hours. idk what tf i was doing in there. Smoking on the other hand has not always been a relaxing and stress relieving thing for me to do. it is now though. without a doubt i am smoking almost everyday. weed and cigarettes. fuck vapes. watching my friends vape all the time is like watching babies with their binkies. and fuck ai. i'll admit that i have used chatgpt, which i no longer do, and i do enjoy a funny ai reel on instagram. ai is gonna fuck us all. fuck vapes and fuck ai.
i don't exactly know what this blog is. i just enjoy writing a lot and i think that writing about my days and ranting would be good for my head. i'm also going to upload some of my stories on here. i'll do that as soon as i post this :3. i'm not exactly sure how this website works. can you leave comments? how do people even find my blog? how do i find people's blogs? if you can comment and u have any advice or tips for me plz lmk
-yours truly
p.s. - the name is a reference to the band "this is pointless"
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